Wednesday, July 15, 2009

fed up

im not mean or a bitch or trying to be one..but everytime i talk to my cousin...all she talks about is how shes gonna die soon cos of some problem in her body ..today it was because she has clear discharge - -..i told her not to worry too much because the doctors will look after her and if it IS a serious problem and she was gonna die anytime soon theyll tell her..she goes they dont know anything and they cant help anyways ...i keep telling her to be positive and by doing so her body will heal slowly and that not everything that goes wrong will kill her.. she just tells me to shutup..
i seriously dont know whos wrong here ..me or her..should i just suck it in and let her have it her way cos shes sick..or be blunt to her and snap her back into reality..i honestly believe she WANTS to be sick so people can feel sypathetic and pay attention to her.. but seriously shell be so much more happy if she got better....what should i do.. i feel like im the evil cow but at the same time i feel like im right ..so i go tell her shes plain rude and annoying
and its not just a one off thing..it happens ALL THE TIME ..if her body is cold and numb, if she cant breath cos of the heating system she thinks shell die.. you should see all the excuses and reasons that shes not gonna live any longer..
maybe it is my bad she is afterall..sick

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