..yestuday was the 14th december 2009..

oops thanks thy xD

yesturday was the day my sister found out her vce enter score and o my.. i was really lost for words..like what the hell seriously..
shes sad..i know it..even if she says she doesnt care..=( i dont understand she studied probably 10x much more than i did back in 2006...but why did ..i dont understand..maybe the examiners did a mistake? maybe there is some glitch just MAYBE?

sometimes i wonder if im just really really lucky.. and one day all that luck will disappear and ill fall into this BIG BLACK HOLE
i hate myself for taking things for granted i always say ill change and ill be a better person but i dont..its always the same ..im always that same person that disappoints people and myself.
you know when something bad happens to you..U'D CHANGE RIGHT? to avoid that something bad from happening again ..well for some odd reason ..i never learn my lesson..

yesturday my uncle and aunt came over. we had hotpot. it is mean to say but sometimes i wish i could just go live with them..they are so COOL and calm and understanding and supportive

dw im fine =) this is just one of those phases

today my sister will go get her eyes checked and maybe get glasses.
i feel sorry for her..not because shes getting glasses LOL but everything atm. all the stress/pressure that has out of the blue landed on her shoulders..
i dont know what to do to help