BLISS

yesturday dad decided to weed..so I had to help him weed as well TT
i used these small scissors to cut the weeds into smaller pieces so theyll fit in the bag..after a while a blister has formed but me being me i didnt know and kept cut away..until i got really dehydrated and decided to go inside for drink..when i detached the scissors from my fingers i saw a CHUNK OF MY SKIN ON MY MIDDLE FINGER HAS PEELED..
and u know when you notice something it starts to kill..well it started to sting then i ran it under water ..i started to panic i HATE PAIN..i didnt know whether to peel it off or leave it there and so i patted the hanging flesh back into place and put a bandaid on ..went outside in the sun and continued weeding..
when i was done weeding, i went inside and checked my finger it still stung TT and dead white blood cells kept oozing out so i decided to just peel the flesh off..TT TODAY it still kills..that finger is paralysed =(
today dad decided to MOW THE LAWN in the morning..ofcourse i had to help yay - - more burning in the sun, shading dad with the umbrella while he trims the border..

after all this gardening i sat thing and decided that I DO NOT want a big garden in the future, if i do im so hiring a gardener..cept i doubt ill be that rich to..so i guess its a snazzy apartment indeed TT if not A HOUSE with just concrete and pebbles in my backyard..LOL
OMG green waste collection is THE WORST..dad goes crazy !! we trim EVERY tree, make it round, oval..pick leaves day and night ..when we were kids we would have to pick up leaves every morning ... the things dad made us do for his trees