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well today i had two classes..
trying not to wag any classes this semester..lol unlikely ..but today i woke up and dragged myself to uni ..no friends i was loner..yes im the BIGGEST LONER in classes..i dont make any friends nor do they come say hi to me so ALL THE TIME i sit by myself in lectures..tutes a different story.. how depressing..i dont know how to make friends ..
went to the bookshop to buy a notebook..man theres so many varieties i stood there for 10 minutes trying to figure out which one is more beneficial and cheap..u have your 2,3,4,5 subjects books you have 100% recycled paper book and dont forget the different colours and brands.. i didnt know if i wanted to buy a cheap book for 3 dollars ish or an expensive 7 dollars ish book..decisions..i ended up spending 5 bucks on a 2 subject divider book ( even tho im doing 3 subjects - but i figured id just use losseleaf paper for one subject )....purple..with non recyclable paper..
went to north melb by bus. the train arrived just in the nick of time got on the first carriage..and man did it STINK..there were drunk smoking bogans with their dog..i sat down anyways..then this guy from downt he carriage came down saying theres inspectors..one of the bogans didnt have a ticket so he was shitting in his pants hoping that the train would reach footscray before the inspectors arrived..and LUCKY FOR THEM..like
SO LUCKY..they didnt get checked by the inspectors even tho the inspectors were just a metre away..there was one inpsector who talked to me..i think hes name is jamil..
anyways hes really nice lol..talked about what im studying his friends and family whos doing the same etc etc..we had a good convo going a really big funny man..
o and did i mention he said that he didnt mean to offend me infact he thinks a good thing..that i look like a highschool girl ..
which leads me to my next rambling topic..
IS IT GOOD OR IS IT NOT GOOD to look young?..i think its good when ur like well in your 30s 40s and u look young but at 20..looking like a highschool girl..i dont think its great at all..
lol the funny man said his sister has kids and is old..but she looks really really young and she LOVES IT..maybe when im at that point in life ill love it..atm
looking young to me is baddddddd no one will take me seriously..how am i meant to find a serious job.. LOOKING LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL?? zomg ..
.. crap.. man theres all these cream and shit that APPARENTLY makes u look younger..is there a cream that makes u look OLD? LOL..
went to hospital for dad
o YES..i clearly had two pieces of blu tak on my table and out of nowhere it DISAPPEARED couldnt find it ANYWHERE..hate it when something like that happens